Its funny how you know the time to leave is near...

its funny to see how u see da real motives of people wen ur gone...

Who kares if u done da best n exceed da limits of ur own self to watch dem succeed n see dem smile...

Who kares wen u need sumptin done in return dat nobody seems to find the time to put things down nd help you out...

What happens wen u fade n the most vital people you put 1st in ya lives dont seem to pay attention dat u spill emotions n flood out your soul n not kare wen u vanish...(jus neva look bak at u)

Who TRULY kares wen u close ur eyes n sleep dat ur dreams seem to be bout wat u kan do for ur people the next day but awake nd not be appreciated wen u follow thru with ur plans...

WHAT HURTS N DRAINS THE SOUL is wen you love somebody unconditionally n willin to sacrifice wateva it is to be by dem n promise dem ur life ur love, da best u kan give out of ur soul, knowin dat dere always safe, always happy n always suceeding, wen u fallen in love with dem to da fullest n seem to neva be unattacheded n take all her troubles n pain n infliction on u from dem...well wat hurts da most is kno da truth dat u kno dat person does not feel nor show anything towards u but a hello n argurment...wen u done all ya kan to lead dem a rite path n help dem change but dey neva listen...wat happens wen dat truth is set in, who kares if dey kno u leave....kus dey think ur doin it to make dem feel bad but u knowin its time to go...Wen u kno its none of dere concern once ur gone n wont do a goddamn thing to change ur mind not even try to stop u or run towards u to hold u bak but jus let u go...it shows how dey relle feel...wat hurts da most is dat wit da person u fallen in love with, is da one u wanna spend ya life with, and grow old with, n die with, n reach da sky with, is neva on ya mind n neva speaks ya name but for assistance but jus criticize wen u done wat u kan...WEn u kno DAT DA ONLY THING UR GOOD FOR IS JUS A CHAINED MAN DOWN TO DO ANYTHING FOR DEM N DEY KNOW ULL COME BAK NO MATTER WAT. WEN U TRY TO LEAVE DEM TO MAKE DEM REALIZE N DEY JUS DONT KARE NOR LOVE YOU AT ALL!!!! DAT ITS JUS AN ILLUSION N FEELS LIKE A 40 YR LOST IN DA DESERT OF DRY N DEAD LOVE....but thing is you still Love Her No Matter What...

WEn i vanish from everybody's lives wuld dey even consider dat i wus once sumptin or jus a nuisance dat finally left...

"You don't realize what you have until its gone..."
(Is dat quote da truth or a lie? Who knows...til it happens to u...)

But RELLE who kares bout me rite???