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Current Music:One Mic - Nas
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Time:05:53 pm
Current Mood:pissed offpissed off
Ok......


Im gettin da worst sentence ever...

For lui's lil fukin theft....im sufferin for him

10 dayz of out of skoo suspension
3 days of fresh start
Explusion
Arrest
and possible charges

Lui:
5 dayz of IS

Now do i relle deserve dat wen all i did wus count moeny for dat dumb nigga....NOPE!

Nd now tryin to get him in to clear my name is hopeless kus him n his gurl dont wanna do shit n think of demselves n let me receive all da punishment....FUK DEM...FUK DEM BOTH!!!! And das wats relle pissin me off
Also dat gurl i wanna talk to aint kallin bak....FUK! Not good...prolly tired of talkin to me....well wateva da kase is....but ima sleep n shit kus i kant take no more of dis bullshit....1
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Current Music:Let Me Love You - Mario
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Time:06:14 pm
Current Mood:blankPrayin' To Let Me Love You...
Yo check it.....
No matter how many times i hear dis song...it neva gets ol to me...It brings up so much memories dat it kills me...I kno ur not supposed to live in da past....but dis time i wish i wus still livin dat happy time in december til march yo....best times EVER! Dis song jus reminds me of dis one gurl n one gurl only...n jus...well i dunno....i guess im jus actin dumb...dis song dedicated to her lol...yup....well i dunno...im out....1


Let Me Love You

[Verse 1:]

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Wrist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you,you are)

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

[Verse 2:]

Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Wrist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....

[Bridge:]

You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

[repeat til it ends (about 3 times)]

[Mario (talking):]
Let me love you that's all you need baby
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Current Music:6, 8, 12 - Brian McKnight
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Time:04:01 pm
Current Mood:lonelylonely
Aite Las Nite wus ill......


Ok 1st of all it wus me, lui, mike, jen, gio, jirman, and eric sabido all ridin out to places n shit tryin to figure out wat to do...Bowlin wus too expensive n shit so fuk it!!!!

But as we were leavin...me n gio spotted a pizza wit a whole pie in da box so we decided to steal...I GRABBED IT n DIP!! Gio jumped in da bak of mike's whip n i jumped on his hood n we hauled ass outta dere kus ppl were comin n shit! LMFAO!!!

So den we went ova to Chris Santiago's krib n chilled dere wit his king homebois...We all talkin bout me fighin dat king ova da summa n how much respect dey have for me...n yo dey even wan me to be brought home as Un Rey......Wow!

Nex we went to Magnolia n chilled dere grillen ppl n shit....We all wus in da parkin lot jammin to Dipset thowin up B's n shit n we left almost runnin ova dis lil git....

We went to Wendys n ate n den ova to look for dis kid dat mike has beef with...HE WUSNT DERE!

So we decided to fuk up dis nigga's brand new van n shit....Originallly it wus supposed to b me n lui but lui did it for da set so im like FUK! So he went ova n shattered da window to pieces!! N he jumped in n we fukin flew out of da neighborhood....

Afta dat every1 went home n now im here jus writin tryin to figure out wat to do on a saturday nite......1
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Current Music:Certified Gangstaz RMX - Jim Jones feat. Game
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Time:10:20 pm
Current Mood:hornyGangsta
Aite shit i dont relle like writin dat much anymore...well bout my dayz n shit....


Well ova da weekend ive decided to leave n move to ecuador by september 11th or sum shit...kus niggaz have no love for me supposely n da gurl im in love with doesnt love me at all either....so yea i shuldnt be here nigga!!

but wateva....rellle nothin much has popped off...same shit..workin out n shit n i had to quit football kus im movin n all but like otis gives a fuk....dat nigga aint gimme any attention nor shit....wen ive been down for dis team....wateva fuk dat nigga...

Im tryin to fix up things with u kno who...i relle hope sumptin arises from it...

And im tryin to stay out of trouble wit alot of beefin poppin off n shit wit 2 kids kus supposely i take dere gurls so easily...wow!!! i aint even kno i kan do dat...now das sum serious pimpen but i keep moral kus i dont wan tkae any man's gurl kus i kno how dey feel n i been in dat position before....but unless i RELLE FEELIN DAT FEMALE!


I got no1 for homecomin kus my dream date is always taken....God history repeats dont it??? YUP!

Yup so wats da deal? Shuld i b king wit my nigga king flaco or shuld i stay wit dem B's n be set in wit nine trey??? God da question...i kant switch nations now kus i tol everybody im down wit my B niggaz...so im good...


But yea i guess things are aite...

Jus gotta fix shit up now u kno or im off....well im out...1
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Current Music:Cuando Nadia Me Ve - Alejandro Sanz
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Subject:Who Kares??
Time:01:56 pm
Current Mood:sadFaded...

Its funny how you know the time to leave is near...

its funny to see how u see da real motives of people wen ur gone...

Who kares if u done da best n exceed da limits of ur own self to watch dem succeed n see dem smile...

Who kares wen u need sumptin done in return dat nobody seems to find the time to put things down nd help you out...

What happens wen u fade n the most vital people you put 1st in ya lives dont seem to pay attention dat u spill emotions n flood out your soul n not kare wen u vanish...(jus neva look bak at u)


Who TRULY kares wen u close ur eyes n sleep dat ur dreams seem to be bout wat u kan do for ur people the next day but awake nd not be appreciated wen u follow thru with ur plans...


WHAT HURTS N DRAINS THE SOUL is wen you love somebody unconditionally n willin to sacrifice wateva it is to be by dem n promise dem ur life ur love, da best u kan give out of ur soul, knowin dat dere always safe, always happy n always suceeding, wen u fallen in love with dem to da fullest n seem to neva be unattacheded n take all her troubles n pain n infliction on u from dem...well wat hurts da most is kno da truth dat u kno dat person does not feel nor show anything towards u but a hello n argurment...wen u done all ya kan to lead dem a rite path n help dem change but dey neva listen...wat happens wen dat truth is set in, who kares if dey kno u leave....kus dey think ur doin it to make dem feel bad but u knowin its time to go...Wen u kno its none of dere concern once ur gone n wont do a goddamn thing to change ur mind not even try to stop u or run towards u to hold u bak but jus let u go...it shows how dey relle feel...wat hurts da most is dat wit da person u fallen in love with, is da one u wanna spend ya life with, and grow old with, n die with, n reach da sky with, is neva on ya mind n neva speaks ya name but for assistance but jus criticize wen u done wat u kan...WEn u kno DAT DA ONLY THING UR GOOD FOR IS JUS A CHAINED MAN DOWN TO DO ANYTHING FOR DEM N DEY KNOW ULL COME BAK NO MATTER WAT. WEN U TRY TO LEAVE DEM TO MAKE DEM REALIZE N DEY JUS DONT KARE NOR LOVE YOU AT ALL!!!! DAT ITS JUS AN ILLUSION N FEELS LIKE A 40 YR LOST IN DA DESERT OF DRY N DEAD LOVE....but thing is you still Love Her No Matter What...

WEn i vanish from everybody's lives wuld dey even consider dat i wus once sumptin or jus a nuisance dat finally left...

"You don't realize what you have until its gone..."
(Is dat quote da truth or a lie? Who knows...til it happens to u...)

 

 


But RELLE who kares bout me rite???

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Current Music:Shake - Ying Yang Twins feat. Pitbull
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Time:11:19 pm
Current Mood:calmYeah nigga its another song!!!
I can't remember why we fell apart
From something that was so meant to be, yeah
Forever was the promise in our hearts
Now, more and more I wonder where you are

[Chorus]
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind anytime
I miss you

Still have your picture in a frame
Hear your footsteps down the hall
I swear I hear your voice, driving me insane
How I wish that you would call
To say

Chorus

I miss you
I miss you
(No more) loneliness and heartache
(No more) crying myself to sleep
(Don't want no more) wondering about tomorrow
Won't you come back to me
Come back to me, oh

Chorus 2x

I miss you
I miss you
I miss you


I guess i neva wus anything....O WELL IM DONE! CHECK DAT SHIT OFF MY LIST n dust my shoulders....NEXT!
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Current Music:Smile - Lloyd Banks
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Time:07:39 pm
Current Mood:tiredtired
Ok dis weekend wus str8 as fuk!

Saturday:
Went to Chris's party be4 he leaves to Europe for 2 yrs. It wus good....it wus all bloods n hoodfellaz...so everybody wus dere...we all chilled n ate n talked n shit....Sum fites were gon happen n sumbody wus gon be set in for da blood set...den me, gio, n jirman got lifted in da mind n went to new heights....it wus good...

Sunday:
Well i went to da mall wit lui, justine, mike, jen n chris santiago n we met up wit michaelangelo too!! We all buked shit except me i wus jus jammin to da ipod u kno....Den ummmmmm my day wus good n shit til i get txts sayin ima destroyer of friendships n pure evil fukin up ppl's lives n gettin involved wen im not supposed 2 n spend my time jus annoyin ppl n dont understand a goddamn thing in ppl's lives...Yup dat got me heated n ruined da rest of da day....but at dis point i dont kare no more i give up n im done wit dis attitude n shit....wateva.....Well anyway im home jus bored talkin t o Toniko n shit....im out...1
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Current Music:Anytime - Brian McKnight
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Time:07:45 pm
Current Mood:disappointeddisappointed
Da 1st day of muthafukin skoo...


Wow wat a day! Shit wus aite i guess.

I met up wit Lui, Gio, n Yirman outside in da morn n we became da clique at skoo wit Mike n Michaelangelo....So now we own dat skoo from now on. Well it wus pretty fun walkin round n seein ppl again...Ahh missed it. Me i looked different is wat ppl tol me....i look more matured n shit lol wow. I had English 4 1st n i got sum madd str8 ppl in dere. N den i had Improv...which had ppl in dere i guess were good. But i sat to barbara kus i had no1 else to talk wit so yea! But den i had been in da hallz most of da day wit mike, lui n gio jus skippin. Me n gio had 3 lockers to stash shit in dere now...kus we had broke into dis kid's locker n switched locks! So now its ours to have wateva we wan in dere...So den lunch rolled up n yo it wus str8! sat wit da crew n shit n had a good time i guess. Plus i have lui in 2 classes english n Amer. govt n wah wah in Govt too!! YES! Too of da best ppl in my world rite now lol. Plus las pds were borin so i jus talked wit sum ppl n den left yo wit lui n mike n jen n chris n greg. Me n lui chilled most of da time at his krib n jus freestyled to beats n shit den worked out. Afta we stole shit from dis store n den applyed to it so no1 culd suspect us lolol Den went home n now us writin dis jammin to Brian McKnight thinkin bout certain things n certain person...i dunno im confused everywhere...i guess i shuld give up ENTIRELY n stop tryin..its obvious i jus lose in da end wit dem...wateva....im out of dis bitch....1
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Current Music:Time Of Your Life - Green Day
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Time:08:36 pm
Current Mood:sadsad

DA SUMMER FINALLY ENDS!

 

 

 

Wat a time....da best i must say...

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Current Music:Santana's Town pt.2 - Juelz Santana
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Time:06:43 pm
Current Mood:confusedconfused, sore, & disappointed
Aight da las day before skoo starts n yo dis weekend has been a bitch!!! IT FUKED UP ENTIRELY!! Wow sumptin i thought wus gon be fun turned to shit n i hate it. Im not gon mention anything kus a certain person says i talk wayyyyyyyyyyy tooo much shit to EVERYONE in da world! So wateva no details here....But check dis: A Thug Changes and Love Changes, And BEST FRIENDS become STRANGERS...But yea anyway..startin on friday i went wit "dat gurl" n "her friend" round to iHOP n den sum niggaz krib to get blazed n shit...lata dat nite i had chill wit Mike, Chris Santiago n Tonico at mike's krib....aitteee i guess jus talkin bout blood n king shit..n burnin a philly dat i had taken...lol Yea so den saturday turned to be a bitch completely...Well i went to my brotha's martial arts demo...i shuld be in dere but im rite now on a hatius...So den i had saw barbara n she wus lookin fyne rite...so i chill wit her for a lil. Den i left to sawgrass n got sum socks n a backpack supposely lol. Den dat nite turned to a bad n bitchy like evenin..but wateva.

Today i had gone to da swap shop to get dickies...aint have shit, but i got my self a tag chain dat said "Nail me to the theives' cross so i wont die alone" pretty hot...afta i went to da gym n worked up like a muthafuka!! SHIT IM SORE AS HELL! n rite now im talkin to Bach bout my weekend n all n jus tired of everything...Well das da las weeekend to remember lol jus thinkin bout how certain ppl are doin but wateva gotta get it out of my mind i made a promise....yea but im out yo....1
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